Chat: You are a miserable failure at receiving healing from God.
Believe it or not, I used to think the same thing about myself! That’s part of why I wrote this book – to help other people who are where I used to be.
I kept soaking up God’s Word, and while things didn’t change overnight, my doubts were replaced with faith in what God says. God’s Word does not return to Him void (Isaiah 55:10-11).
It sounds like you have bought into one of the devil’s favorite lies – “You don’t feel any better, so you didn’t really get anything!” The key thing is to believe that you receive your healing when you pray (Mark 11:24) and make everything after that a statement of faith relative to that. For example, “Father, I thank You that I received my healing on June 2nd at 7:35 PM.” This is much better than, “Aw, nuts, I was hoping I had it but I don’t feel any different so I guess I did NOT receive when I prayed, as usual.”
Let me encourage you to read through the various components of this book. Doing so will build your faith so that you no longer fail to receive the healing that Jesus provided for you.