Chat: You are a good person.
It’s nice to be a good person, but unless you are a PERFECT person, you do not deserve healing based on your own merit, so you’ll have to receive it by grace. “God owes me something because I don’t sin much” is a Pharisee-like attitude that will keep your healing far from you. Jesus had many harsh words of rebuke for such people.
If you rely on your own goodness to get healed, you will stay sick. If you rely on GOD’S goodness, which led Him to lay your sicknesses and pains on Jesus to pay for your healing, you will get healed as long as you believe that you receive what Jesus provided when you pray (Mark 11:24).
Healing is provided on a basis that is 100% God’s grace and 0% your works. You cannot EARN your healing through good works, but you CAN receive it without any regard to how “good” you are.