Chat: Even though the Lord wants you to have this condition, it is too difficult to handle without medical help.

You are basically accusing God of wanting something to be in your life that you can’t possibly handle, and you are trying to escape His perfect will.  In order for this to not be mere hypocrisy, you must believe that God’s will is for you to suffer, but only to the extent necessary given human medical help.  This means that God plays favorites because He wants people in less developed countries to suffer more than people in countries where they can get better medical help.  It would also mean that God wanted people in darker ages with crummier medical care to suffer more than people today.

I’m hoping that you’re starting to see the awful conclusions that your current mindset leads to.  But fortunately, the Bible has much better news for you.  The mindset above clearly flunks The SAME Test.  You should read that discussion next.  You can’t see Jesus telling people to go suffer many things from many physicians like the woman with the issue of blood in Mark 5:25-34.  On the contrary, He HEALED the sick.  Sometimes doctors can’t help you and that was the case with that woman.  It is clear that Jesus didn’t want her to suffer to the maximum extent after medical treatment.  If He did, He would surely have REBUKED her instead of COMMENDING her!

You should read The SAME Test next.