Chat: You want every moment to be one of such intolerable agony such that you can’t sleep or function normally so that you will be EXTREMELY blessed.
I can’t see that anyone would seriously want that level of pain and consider it a blessing if it really happened. It’s easy to get religious about something theoretical, but I’ve never met anyone who would turn down medical relief for excruciating pain that prevented sleep or normal functioning. I would advise against praying to be in excruciating pain – God won’t honor that prayer, but Satan could take advantage of your ignorance of God’s will in the matter of healing.
The woman with the issue of blood was unable to get medical help that relieved her condition. She literally risked her life going out in public in her ceremonially “unclean” state, which she was not supposed to do. She was desperate, and I would hazard to say that anyone else with a case like hers would be desperate today – even you.
This book is full of discussions that should change your mind on this matter. If you really thought pain was somehow your friend, you will be relieved to know that Jesus wants to set you free from it!