Chat: You want your illness to continue to worsen until it kills you in the most painful way imaginable so that you will have the ULTIMATE degree of blessing.

What kind of a blessing would you get in this life if your life ends in misery?  Well, you WOULD get the ultimate blessing as a Christian because you would be with Jesus forever, but ALL Christians get that privilege even if they never suffer pain in this life.

The only way you would seriously give this answer (as opposed to just checking out what I’ll say) is if you have bought the lie that people who suffer more in this life get a bigger reward in heaven or the lie that terminal illness can be a gift from God.