Chat: You are abstaining from all medical treatment to ensure that you endure the greatest suffering and thus derive the greatest benefit from the blessing of sickness.
Before you continue to abstain from medical treatment, let me challenge you to find at least one person somewhere who has done this and can relate how wonderfully blessed he was as a result of his increased suffering. Find out what valuable life lessons the person learned so that he can be a greater asset to God’s kingdom (assuming that the person is still alive). I’ve never met such a person myself.
Jesus said that the sick need a physician (Matthew 9:12, Mark 2:17, Luke 5:31). You either need the Great Physician or an earthly one. Jesus never taught that a sick person should NOT see a doctor, so your refusal of medical treatment is inconsistent with what He said. If you really think that sickness is a blessing, it is a given that you are not a faith giant, so the sooner you get to a doctor, the better!