Chat: You hate the Lord and you are deliberately trying to get out of His will.
I doubt that you really hate the Lord. If you really hated the Lord, it’s doubtful that you’d be reading this book. I’m pretty sure that you clicked this just to see what I’d say.
But perhaps you have been so steeped in tradition that you really believe that God is now in the sickening business instead of the healing business so that he can improve you. If God were really like that, I can understand why you might come to hate Him! After all, He would be the one making you miserable according to the theology that God “uses” sickness for a higher purpose.
I have good news for you. Jesus is the express image of God, and it was ALWAYS His will to heal the sick. Therefore, it is ALWAYS God’s will to heal the sick today. That means that there is NO case where God wants to stick you with some awful ailment. God reveals Himself as your Physician (Exodus 15:26) who heals ALL your diseases (Psalm 103:3). Healing was provided for you by the fact that Jesus’ body was broken in your place (Isaiah 53:4-5, 1 Peter 2:24).
Please continue reading this book. When you see how good God is, it will make you want to stop hating Him and start serving Him instead (Romans 2:4)! When you realize how good He is, be sure to read How to Be Saved from Your Sins so that you can be forgiven for all your sins and have a place reserved for you in heaven!