Chat: You are praying to get sicker to maximize your blessing.

How much sicker are you praying to become to maximize the blessing-in-disguise of sickness?

I want my pain level to increase dramatically and cause me to rack up at least $1000 in insurance copays seeing specialists who cannot help stop the pain so that I will more blessed.

I want every moment to be one of such intolerable agony such that I can’t sleep or function normally so that I will be EXTREMELY blessed.

I want my illness to continue to worsen until it kills me in the most painful way imaginable so that I will have the ULTIMATE degree of blessing.

I was just kidding or seeing what you would say – I really am not praying to get sicker, and I don’t want to be sicker.